they thought I was just being silly......

When I told them that I needed help, they say I was just being silly; that I just need more things to do, being busy. And so I did it. I did what they've told me to do.. Busy my self with things to do till drop.
Guess it doesn't really work out for..
And after a horrible-horrible-horrible-horrible migraine....
Not being able to fully remember what I did the day before, each time I woke up was a horrible feeling. Seeing things made by me when I don't really remember when I did it, freak me out a bit. And today. there were these little cuts on my hand that I barely know what happened.

I have a very Chubby fingers...

There's a dark flash of memory, like I must have hit something, a wood; and it was more like a scene from one of my lucid dreams....
I looked at myself punching a wooden fences somewhere in ... I don't know...  
now, why would I do that?
is it really just my silly thought??
how would they explain the cuts?

Creating my Fantasy Realm

I'd never thought it would be so goddamn hard to created a Fantasy World.
*now I know how God felt*

I haven't been sleeping for 2 days, doing what I like to call 'Mapping Concept of Atramenzous'

What is Atramenzous, Renee?
Well Atramenzous is the Fantasy Realm that I've created for my fantasy novel call The Other Side,
Atramenzous has 4 main Island, where all the dark creatures life.

So far, I have only created 1 main Island.
Elezier Map [Raw].

That one is 80% done and there's 3 more to go..

Not only I have trouble creating the shape of the Island, I too have to think about the town name, the harbor, the creature that lived in it, demographically, etc..

I have 10% of regrets in writing this novel, I wish I choose a simpler topic for it.

YOU CAN DO IT RENEE......

"why be an employee when you can be the boss?" -ReneeKeefe

So what did Renee do on January 2012, It's a first month of 2012, she must have something.
YUP..
I did have something.. it's a new years, and I have lots of new things to do. but now I have 2 of things to update..
First, About 2 weeks ago, I opened my First Food Vendor business. I let you guys know the details about it in 2 months, when everything is stable.
Second, I am obsessed in making an Amigurumi doll. Those cute little crochet doll that the Japanese people invented. I have made 6 Amigurumi dolls, and are in process of making the 7th dolls in less than 30 days. This is kinda crazy!!! and of course I let you guys know the detail when my multiply online shop is officially open...

WOOAH.. business business business.... Hope everything going on as I plan.. :D



"How about school Renee?"

*Renee has fading away slowly*

my thought about SOPA/PIPA/ACTA

Damn USA for their ACTA/SOPA/PIPA bullshit, now I have to go through thousand of my blog posts to make sure that I delete shit I uploaded due to the copyrights law...